Know only this—I suffer, yet I rest;
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For all my cares and fears are cast away,
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And more than this I know not how to say;
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Forgotten though I be, I own it best
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And ’mid the lilies lie in perfect rest.
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From Forgotten Among the Lilies by Augusta Theodosia Drane (1823-1894)
I am still restlessly
searching for a lily soliflore that will arrest my heart. Something white, tainted and morbid, thickly
indolic, rising creamily from drowsy skin to mourning senses.
My beloved Lily & Spice, that weird and
cherished skin-close, bone-white sheath of Madonna lily, vanilla and saffron
was summarily executed by Penhaligon’s for underperforming despite the fact
that Mathilde Bijaoui’s campheraceous ghost bloom was one of the House’s most
unique and beautiful fragrances. I do revel in Mathilde Laurent’s carnal,
giddying Baiser Volé, an
architectural portrait of lilies in water and glass; leaves, stems and pistils refracted
through glassy expanses of white aroma. The
recent flanker, Baiser Volé Essence enriched
the original with an enormously seductive rush of golden, honeyed vanilla and was
simply intoxicating; a perfume drawing admirers to the woozy floral flame like
stunned, drunken moths.
I have tried so many lily scents
over the years; loved some (Donna Karan’s Gold,
Louanges Profanes by Parfumerie
Générale, Un Lys Méditérraneé by
Editions Frédéric Malle, Lys Soleia
by Guérlain and the ravishing Lys Carmin
by Van Cleef & Arpels), loathed a couple (Vierge de Fer and Un Lys,
both by Serge Lutens) and been totally indifferent to most.
It’s the chill of the funeral
parlour I’m looking for, the stillness of grief and observance. A vague air of
antiseptic tightness, underpinning the seeping eroticism of wanton waxen blooms.
I admire the mix of straight-laced and suggestive in the same elegantly turned
flower; an innocence masking darker dirtier desires. I want them heaped around
me, thrown up the walls when I am gone, doors must open on their petals,
mourners crushing the alabaster flesh under foot as they stagger and gaze,
blinded by blasted ivory expanses. The air will be thick with pollen and the
sweet miasma of vanillic decay. Vases of whiteness on every table top and sill,
blooms curling and arching like dancers in sun and shifting light. But there
must also be stillness in the mix, a sense of detachment, enabling me to walk
away, aloof and moved, storing images and emotions in careful rooms where sadness
in extremis is permitted.
Creating a lily soliflore with the perfect balance of decaying carnality and cold ceremony seems very difficult. Lily & Spice came close, but was a little tame in the end, lacking the full-blown radiation to burn the grass at grave’s edge. The enigmatic lily in Louanges Profanes lies wilted and sacrificed on a wooden altar, indolic persona blurred a little in ritual smoke. It is an incredible scent, the lily feels like a shadow on the skin, but it is a formula of softness, the elements blending like a murmured prayer. Baiser Volé Essence is a bedroom bloom, crushed and folded as bodies roll in electrifying silence. When I wear this, my skin vibrates with longing. Lys Carmin is a white light in darkness, a prayer for forgiveness as sin beckons. All of these are beautiful in their own ways and I love their facets and effects. But there was still a yearning in me for something.
So a couple of weeks ago I
realised I hadn’t really tried Le Labo’s Lys
41 properly apart from a fleeting encounter when it was first released
alongside the metallic and strangely powdered Ylang 49. I had forgotten how visceral and meaty the lily effect is
as it hits the skin, the sheer fleshiness
of the full bloom is quite unnerving. It is this epidermal, creviced sluttiness
I had been looking for, the remembrance that scent has form and libidinous
curve. Lys 41 stretches every part of
itself with languorous calculating intent.